The internet can be so evil sometimes, it just sucks your life away. I haven't done nearly enough of my essay so I have decided, I AM NOT GOING TO BED UNITL IT IS FINISHED. I can't go back on that now, I have given my blog my word, once it is done I can sleep, and I like my sleep so maybe I'll stop pissing around. I have annoyed myself now at wasting so much time. I shan't sleep until it is done, plus my OH is back tomorrow so I don't want to have bags/still be in bed when he turns up. Not to mention the fact that the boiler man is coming tomorrow so I have to be up and showered before 9am if I don't want to be embarrased.
I can get more of my EU essay done then I suppose. But really. I am not sleeping now until this is finished. How the hell I am going to be able to do a dissertation next year if I can't even write a little essay!?
Just quickly before I go, I have been eating really healthily the last few days as planned :) and feeling a tiny bit less enormous already, but I can't stop the second I feel a bit thinner, because this is a lifestyle change, which I need to rememer, yes I can have the odd off day max, once a week, but that is all. I think I might have a small bowl of pasta for dinner tonight because I haven't had many carbs this week and I don't want my calorie intake to be too low. Today I have eaten, 6 cracker bread with cream cheese and olives (breakfast), a fishfinger sandwich(lunch) and a pear (snack) Hmmm, doesn't sound much. I am not going to count calories though, because it takes too much time and effort, but I'm sure its an okay amount, especially once I have had dinner.
Right it is 5pm so I have about 5 1/2 hours to do this essay...plenty of time I think If i focus.
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