I have had an amazing last 4 months and met some amazig people. Let me start with what is relevant to to the title. As crazy as it may begin to sound. To me I have realised something wonderful.
My OH plays waterpolo, and is good friends with a team mate. Lets call him D. His team mate has a girlfriend, called S. They are the most amazing people and for a very special reason and have brought something very special into my life.
That special thing is God, ridculous for some maybe. But I have always been a strong believer in God, but not a true follower. I have never made a conscious effort to fill my heart with Gods love. And I think that God has shown himself to me through D. Which is a bit of a compliment for D, but I haven't told him what he has brought me of course, sometimes I get confused and feel like I owe him so much and love him for bringing God back into my life, but it is God that I love, and God that I owe, my life to. It is really strange. REALLY strange. I have made a conscious effort to reads the bible when I was a teenager, but I never kept it up or thought about how important it is to always have God in your heart. I feel like I have opened my heart to him now. And I need to work every single day towards keeping my heart open to God and allowing him to work through me in me and with me.
I have started reading the scriptures. I think this will help me immensley, and I am also going to go and speak to my priest. Which will be hard for me but I am sure God will give me the strength to go to worship him in Church because it is so important to take that time out every week (as well as personally every day). To remember why we are here and i whose light we need to live our life.
I WILL keep God in my heart. I always try to lie my life in Gods light and I feel so blessed to have been sent D by God to bring him into my heart.
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