Need to get out!

I haven't left the house in 2 days! How bad is that!? Yesterday I had a PJ day, for no real reason but it was nice, I didn't get up til about 1 because it was the day after the ball. The snow ball was really good, I went shopping and found me a dress which I fell in love with! it was £30 but I accidentally brought two because I couldn't decide at the time which one to have and now I have to go and take one back. Its okay though because I need to go to my bank in Bristol anyway.

The meal I went to was at a really nice resturant with my boyfriends friends from his sports club, they are all really nice, and one guy is very hot...not that I was noticing :D

So we ate, then headed to the Ball, and danced etc, then it seemed to end really early, I was a little bit more tipsy than I would have liked to have been but by no means really drunk so it was good, then yesterday, me and the Boy spent most of the afternoon cleaning the flat whilst listening to music :)

Today, I woke up late again. I really need to sort this out! I have managed to get in with some of my essay today though, I am getting a bit entangled in all my reading though, I still have a good 5 days but I know I am going to have to focus on it all weekend! I want it done before Wednesday, so when my Boy is stressing about all the work he has to do, he might realise how stupid it is and take a leaf out of my slightly more organised (but no way near enough so) book.

I could rant here about how this week I have realised I am realllly not taking my degree seriously enough, I got 58% in a group presentation that I really tried with because some people in my group just didn't put in the effort. If my grade can be affected like that and there is nothing I can do about it then I need to make sure that the thinks that are completely under my control I do brilliantly in. I still have this essay and 4 exams so I needn't get depressed about it all yet, but I have a lot to be getting on with over these holidays, definately more so than other people who have worked harder during the term. This degree is HARD and I want to come out with the best 2.i I can possibly get.

Its nearly 11pm now and I think I am just going to give up on this essay for the day and go to bed. I haven't written anything still and won't let myself go to bed tomorrow until I have written at least 1000 words that is decent and makes sense, (not just copy and paste to make myself feel like I have done more!) I am going to get up before 7 tomorrow, yes I know its the weekend, but i'll go for a walk really early and will hopefully feel ready to get down to this essay. I might also buy me a belgium chocolate tart that I have been craving alllll day! Nightt

x~Olive~x