Busy

So I didn't really let myself get upset about my failure on the job front yesterday, but me, knowing myself quite well, knew I needed to have a good bawl at some point. Well that point was this morning. My man (I think I will call him M from now on istead of writing man) turned the heating on in the bedroom again in the middle of the night, I can't express enough how much I hate this. I woke up at six thirty and went a bit mental about it. Then had a bit of a cry, then got upset about the job I think, so had even more of a cry and proceeded to do out to my driving lesson bleary eyed. No more crying over the job itself now though. Although I will no doubt get upset about the fact that I can't insure my car, or I have no money to spend on fun stuff even when I do get my loan, or that I run out of money completely in June...all I will be left with is rent until the end of september. No food, no anything! Anyway, M was really quite understanding actually, I love the way he is starting to suprise me with his understandingness (not even a word lol).

My driving lesson was okay I suppose, nothing special, nothing horrendus. I have a 3 hour lesson on Saturday starting at 8.15am! I am not too sure if i will be ready for my test, so I might well fail, but I don't mind too much (well at least I didn't when I thought I would have a job to go back to) I will just book one for as soon as I can afterwards.

I have so much to do this week and next. I need to finish an essay I am writing for one of my units and get my group sorted for a presentation we have to do right after easter. The essay HAS to be done and to a fairly high standard because although it is only a draft what is the point in handing in a draft that is nothing like what the essay is going to be like! Apart from that I have lots of driving starting now, like I said Saturday, then I have Tuesday and then Friday. I also need to sort out my CV write cover letters and get applying to some jobs/internships if I can find some.

Right now I am going to go home and cook me and M a roast for when he gats back from work, because I think I was hard work this morning and he was lovely and just said that he was worried about me.

x~Olive~x