Sheffield

My man has gone to Sheffield today for his water polo finals. I considered going with him but they laft at 6am and I wanted to be ready for next week at Uni a little more because I really need to write at least one essay over the next few days. So today I think I will spend cleaning, organising and reading / making notes, sorting out what library books need to be back and when etc. making a substantial plan for both of my essays. Hopefully I can be in uni by 9am every day (except when I have driving lessons) up until Easter.

I have two shifts as a caller next week, I am actually quite good at it by the way, which pleases my man because he was worried I was going to be rubbish and that it would upset me. We (or he) is a bit short on rent this month, which isn't very good, but he will have to try and sort something out. I am a bit worried about the rent and bills for the summer really as as of yet he has no income and It will have to come out of his rent until he knows he can pay it otherwise.

I am feeling a bit broody again which is rubbish, but now the common sense part has clicked, (as in the bit that says WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING WANTING A CHILD!!! YOU HAVEN'T EVEN LIVED YOUR LIFE AFTER GRADUATION WITH A CAREER YET, AND CAN'T EVEN AFFORD TO GO OUT ONCE A WEEK LET ALONE BRING UP A CHILD) Its pretty much tamed to the point where I don't get the urge to let him be stupid. Because no doubt he doesn't want one yet, but he is just male, and with me off the pill he occassional gets carried away). Plus he needs to have my hand in marriage before we can make any ickle baba's, preferably. But we definately need to live life a bit together, with money, and without the constraints of a child first. Not that i was thinking about it seriously, its just broodiness can sometimes take over!

Right I need to shower, have breakfast and be generally productive. I haven't stayed at home for no reason.

x~Olive~x